Christmas is done and dusted!!! And what a good one it was!! Although would have been better if Hubby wasn't at work all the time :P
So anyhow, I decided a few days back that now IS the time to quit my dirty habbit of Smoking! I started smoking when I was 12.....peer pressure, and got a taste for it and it went on from there. I have tried to quit a handfull of times but only managed to pull it off whenever I have been Pregnant, no more Babies for me so now is the time to do this for myself, Steve and the Children I now have.
I went to a New years party last night and had previously decided that the 31 December 2011 would be my final day of puffing away.......Sooooo I smoked like a trooper!! When I got home I drowned my remaing Fags under the tap, Screwed them uo and threw them in the Bin, GONE!
I have managed to get through the day today with a few insances where I have simply gotten up to go 'have a fag', only to realise I dont actually have any. Instead I have been filling my time drinking loads of various Herbal teas...Oh and raiding the desserts out the Freezer...Oopsie!
Have had tingly hands and aching muscles today, and a banging Migraine to go with it all....Withdrawl symptoms I guess?!?!????
Have had not a lot of tolerance towards the Kids today though I must admit, feel bad for them...Phyco Mummy has come to town!!! :(
Both the Girls and me cant wait for School to open on Wednesday, we are all bored and the Girls are treading on each others toes so I think the School term couldnt come quick enough if i'm honest...as sad as it sounds, I should be enjoying having them home but they appear to hate each others guts atm!!
I have had insomnia for at least two weeks, it's really hacking me off, far too many worries on my mind so that plus gallons of Diet coke evry day makes for a bad combination. I have ditched the Coke along with the Fags for now!
Im hoping that yesterday (as it's now 1.20 am) was the start of something positive and over time I will carm down and not be too bothered about smoking, need to do this for Me and my family and with me turning 28 a month from today I think its long over due that I sort myself and my lifestyle out and make 2012 a good year, there are many due changes to be made!!!!!!!!!
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